someday

언젠간 이 눈물이 멈추길
언젠간 이 어둠이 걷히고 
따스한 햇살이 이 눈물을 말려주길

지친 내 모습이 조금씩 지겨워지는 걸 느끼면
다 버리고 싶죠 힘들게 지켜오던 꿈을

가진 것보다는 부족한 것이 너무나도 많은 게
느껴질 때마다 다리에 힘이 풀려서 나 주저앉죠

언젠간 이 눈물이 멈추길
언젠간 이 어둠이 걷히고
따스한 햇살이 이 눈물을 말려주길

괜찮을 거라고 내 스스로를 위로하며 버티는
하루하루가 날 조금씩 두렵게 만들고

나를 믿으라고 말하면서도 믿지 못하는 나는
이제 얼마나 더 오래 버틸 수 있을 지 모르겠어요

기다리면 언젠간 오겠지
밤이 길어도 해는 뜨듯이
아픈 내 가슴도 언젠간 다 낫겠지

날 이젠 도와주길 하늘이 제발 도와주길
나 혼자서만 이겨내기가 점점 더 자신이 없어져요

언젠간 이 눈물이 멈추길
언젠간 이 어둠이 걷히고
따스한 햇살이 이 눈물을 말려주길

기다리면 언젠가 오겠지
밤이 길어도 해는 뜨듯이
이 아픈 내 가슴도 언젠간 다 낫겠지

언젠간
언젠간

march holidays!

okay hi people. a while since i blogged? tbh i have been contemplating (??) to actually delete this blog and stop blogging (cause it's time consuming) but NO. hahaha. i have 29 views yesterday and 9 today?? someone's stalking meeeeee. -smirks-

common tests have been pretty good. like i don't have any subjects veryyy badly done and neither do i have any veryyyyy well done HAHA. i didn't put in much effort this time round though, mainly because of snsd comeback but well.

listening to blue night radio hehe.

so the past weeks have basically been studying and revising la.

from 3A's secret admirer on my birthday :)

on friday, there was the school anniversary parade. it was very hot but i felt so proud of our UGs and band hehe. 

on saturday, which is yesterday, i had FALCONs interview in the morning which was fun too hahahaha. and then i went out with primary school friends to nex to 'celebrate' my birthday and ya.

then today. in the morning i went to do sports leader duty at anchorvale cc and it was funnnnn..

then i was slept and slacked and played my flute.

and then now i am blogging and watching show when i have homework to complete my tmr.. aiyo chaeyeon.

bye

MR. MR.

MRMR MV IS OUTT
that means one thing, let me spazz a little while hehe
if u aren't a kpop person then just skip it BUT HOW CAN U NOT LOVE SNSD U SUCK.

FIRSTLY, IF U HAVEN'T WATCHED IT PLS KINDLY GO TO YOUTUBE AND TYPE SMTOWN AND THE CHANNEL WILL HAVE THE MV.

okay basically the song is ya so-so. IT'S NICE BUT I EXPECTED MORE.

but their concept. their concept. is perrrrfect. especially the dance break udk how much i love the dance break /cries/ IDK OKAY WHY MUST THEY COMEBACK DURING COMMON TEST PERIOD. SM U SUCK AS USUAL.

and another thing, YURI'S FREAKING HAIR. it's so pretty and suits her so well.

IDK WHY SM IS TAKING ATTENTION AWAY FROM TAEYEON. maybe cause throughout the whole mv i was just searching for her but why why. but as usual, how can taeyeon not be flawless SHE'S PERFECTION.

LASTLY, IF U STILL HAVEN'T WATCHED THE MV U SUCKKKKK.

-enough of spazzing-

there is FALCONs interview this saturday and i'm so scared cause i suck at speaking well. and it is like scenario(how to spell)-based. i think i won't be selected though. like honestly i don't think so :x

and there are many many parade rehearsals to come. i wonder how am i even going to play under the hot sun in a blazer. i might just burn to death. dun dun dunnn. but i swear the uniform grps are damn cool. so uniform-ed and smart u know. does anyone feel me.

okay bye.

x4