it's been a while since i last blogged. time really passes very fast.
i wanna take sometime to thank people cos i feel that by being emo myself, i am taking lots of things for granted. so many ppl are there for me and i should feel happy for them who try to cheer me up.
1. sec sch frens
-peiqi. the most thankful person i have to say. i don't really open up my everything to frens but i think she is the only person who knows all about me. my mood swings, rants, whines, randomness she can tolerate all of these. my study buddy, text buddy, best friend, fangirl buddy, everything. when other go to twitter to rant, i go to her.
-kaiting. yeah she is the perfect type of friend u can have. she is very very helpful and she cares for me alot. when i am tired or sad, she notices it first. friendship is not all about taking pictures and having fun together. friendship shows at sad times. she is like a mom and she really cares alot.
-kelly. alot of u might think that kelly is very happy with everything and stuff but she is very very emotional. just bcos she is like pretty and everything yall judge her but she is really nice and will be there for u. she is a nice fren to have.
2. pri sch frens
- le-yi. my best-est friend ♥. it's been 2 years since we separated classes but i am still really close to her. i still randomly tell her things and stuff. i have to appreciate her too. she cares for me alot. hope our friendship will last forever.
-candice. idk if we drifted apart since pri sch but this girl has always been talking to me at random times and everything. whenever we meet which is once a month?, i never feel awkward with her (dk why). if i ask her for help in 2023 she will help me. she is that caring.
3. family (idk if they will see this)
-dad. my dad, the one who hides all his stuff from us. if i was him i think i have already given up everything. yet he can bear with all this stuff and hide all his emotions from us.
sometimes i just feel bad for him like he is alone in korea.. he is the main reason why i study so hard for. he is really respectful and my superhero.
-mom. yes mom i love her. she was there for me every single time. when i was recovering from my surgery years back, she cried for me and said she would rather suffer the pain than see me suffer. i still rmb that night so clearly. she stayed up all night worried for me beside me. till now she is still there for me and i really really love her. my worst fear is to lose her in my life.
-brother. the one who has been through thicks and thins with me since young. when we were alone in singapore at first. how we got lost and everything without anyone. we smiled and cried together. it was really bad without parents so young. but he would have felt worse than me. but he always protected me and put my safety in front of his. he is my true best friend and will always be.
-brother. the army man in the housee. tbh i dont really like my life when i first came sg. but i guess my brother hates it even more. but he doesnt complain, i do (a lot). i respect him and learn from him. he studied hard and got into smu. i respect him again. he is serving ns now. he is the second reason why i study so hard again. my big big brother ^^
4. yinxin. yeah girl u are inside my blog hehe. she is very nice and would always give advices to me. i do have quite a number of text buddies but i guess she is the best. we started off awkward but now we tell in each other secrets and i appreciate her. don't ever drift apart and goodluck for o's ^^
5. taeyeon. when words fail, music speaks. (trying to add some cool stuff LOL) she is just more than my idol. she made me cry and made me smile. sometimes when i see her feeling down, i like kinda feel her. same horoscope maybe hahaha. she never fails to cheer me up and her music, her voice totally awesome. it's not all about cute and pretty, her personality is the one which makes me stay loyal to her.
i bet some of u will be thinking why u are not mentioned but i really only added ppl whom i reaaaaally wanna thank. ofc i want to thank everyone in my life. but these people are the reason why i smile when sad, work hard and everything. i can't without these 11 people. ♥
now i feel so bad blogging instead of studying. off to study!!
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